Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Hm... How depressed am I?
I'm so depressed, I go to sleep wondering whether I'll get to wake up and see the next sunrise.
My health is deterioriating.
The cause: My father
Deeper cause: The cigarettes he smokes and the cigarette ashes he leaves around the desktop.
Even deeper cause: He sucks.
So, a message to all you smokers out there:
FUCK YOU
11:15 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
The emotionally scarred meets the physically abused
The most matching couple?
March
'la la la~
RANDOM"
=/
7:25 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Valentine's Day
Love is in the air for couples everywhere around the world. For me, love is 20,000 leagues under the sea.
I woke up listening to Muttons In The Morning, due to the fact that my siblings didn't bother to turn off the lights when leaving the room (we share the bedroom). I wobbled to switch off the lights and flopped myself back on the bed.
I couldn't sleep.
I was thinking about today. Today is Valentine's Day. I've never had a REAL Valentine's Day before. How does it feel to have a Valentine? Romantic? Smitten? I still lay depressed.
That's when the song "Be My Valentine" by Don and Drew was aired. Soothing melody brought about by JUST a guitar. A few seconds later I dozed off.
The song was still playing in my dream. And for some reason I suddenly thought of her. (Does she have a Valentine?) 'It' still lingers. I was looking at the mirror. Then at the moment the song reached the climax and I nearly burst into tears. Then my eyes open. The effect of nearly bursting into tears was still there.
I walked to the bathroom to take a bath.
9:29 AM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
A more depressed state than ever;
It's still about that diamond wall
12:14 AM
Friday, February 09, 2007
Today is the day where last year 'O' level takers get their results. We did better than the previous year so Mr. Wong was glad. The rest were happy as well, giving off short streaks of cheer at timely intervals.
However, I didn't get my results today. Why? My ******* parents owe the school money. $270 to be exact. About 2 years' worth of schooling added up to that amount. Pathetic. I hate people who don't pay back in the stipulated time, much less oweing people money. Now I have to wait till Monday to get my results. And 2 days left after that will the JAE phase will end.
I saw her with a contented smile. That's the last time I'll ever see you again. Goodbye.
*poof*
8:40 PM